The Connection

I woke up one morning and decided to buy her a bunch of flowers. Honestly, I wasn't a flower kinda believer. What I used to think bout flowers is that they die before time. And pleasing women with flowers wasn't my cup of tea. But the night before, it was a fine night where I got a vision about buying her some flowers and adding one plastic made flower inside. The idea of including the plastic one is to write a title "I love you until the Last One fades". This romantic idea just came to my mind out of the blue and I kinda loved it.

So I went to buy seven pink roses and single red plastic that evening. I was a little bit upset coz she told me that she had to meet her ex but then surprising her was making me happier than being upset. We met at the gym at 6 pm. I didn't know that she stood by at the gym before my arrival. And then "Surprise!!" she said showing me a bunch of yellow beautiful flowers and a chocolate. So beautiful coz the moment was really right. I also showed what I bought for her and said the line "I love you until the last one fades". She saw there was one plastic red flower and realized what I meant, that my love would never fade away. We finally, hugged and kissed each other.

What a beautiful day. Never thought that we had such a strong connection. Now I call this chemistry where I think what she thinks and vice versa. I hope I grow old with her. :)

Come Back Soon

It's been a day since you went somewhere for some important stuffs. And I am kinda missing your presence. I am missing your craziness, your laughter, your smile, your weird dance, your strange running style, your way of walking, your emergency buttoned nose, and many more.

Just come back soon, Okay! Time is moving so slow like a tortoise. Can't wait to hold your hands and hug you. Then kiss your forehead and say how much you mean to me.

Crying Grover

This crying Grover means a lot to my life. 

Pay attention to when Grover is crying. The nose gets wider and it makes me smile. (Grover = Pingu)

Finding Betterland

Don't have the idea where to start as this shall be a new page since decades. Head seems to face some weird rotation due to lack of artistic vocabularies to be put in. It's like a painter who drew the inspiration but yet unable to start the sketch. The title itself says 'Betterland' that many considered it as a myth. Only legends believe such stories and one have to decide to just go blind, to act like one of them (Legends) and experience the different dimension from Betterland - a place of hope, freedom, respect, love and peace.

My father used to talk a lot about Betterland, and back then all I pictured was some unicorn and colorful forest. He would always ask me to find the place. But he never describe what's in it. Even if my little voice asked him and he would ask me to use my heart to visualize my imagination.

Years passed by since he's gone without leaving some clue or guidance. I have been assigned such strange case to find some Betterland. As I grow older, I start to understand what he meant. I was never wrong about the unicorn or colorful forest as those days I only had the portion of visualizing such images. But now Betterland seems so real but yet unreachable. "The key to Betterland is to never stop finding until you find it" that's what my Dad said. I realized the Betterland he meant was a place of hope, freedom, respect, love and peace.

Now that I am holding the map already, it is time then. It is time for some journey to reach Betterland. And in my ride, I will lead and I am gonna take someone with me, my Navigator. The distance to Betterland is within my eyes yet quite far. But my itinerary is fixed and I believe I will find it. Because again, the key to Betterland is not to stop the search until I find it.